New Year

1 year
2 semesters
3 sports championships
4 seasons
5 hours of sleep on average
6 friends I talk to
7 days in a week
8 years till I turn 30
9 symptoms I'm currently dealing with
10 reasons to be happy
11:11 my favorite time of day

This year I expect better from myself.
I want to thrive in the work place. To excell with and over my peers.
I need to look in the mirror and fall in love with my entire self, again.
I must find my link back to Gad.

If anyone out there can recommend a book, story, poem, movie, or place that inspired them or someone else, I'd like to reach out and experience it too.

I desire a love above lusts.
I envy those I shouldn't and act frivolously to mask it.
I care, so deeply sometimes, I wonder how people don't feel my thoughts.
In parts I may be well into my second decade, in actions I may seem little more than my first.
In this new decade I want to make sure each day counts.

I'm tired and not making sense many will understand, well good, not many will read this.
I'll end with a thought and a prayer.

Think, of the last time you did something that benefited someone else more than yourself. How did that make you feel?
Now think of the last time you did something that benefited you more than another, How did that make you feel?
Remember the last time you were thinking of someone and then they called, emailed or communicated with you in some way. How did that make you feel?

I pray that you will remember the people in your life who care for you, those who wish the best for you.
I pray that you can see their works in your life as a gift.
I also pray that you will cherish those people, and will endeavor to bring them a joy as well.
I thank God for my loved ones, whether I talk to them, or merely remember the times they were there for me.

This year, don't wait to tell someone you love them.
Don't wait until tomorrow to do something.

Make the 493888 minutes in this year wonderful.